Thursday, February 16, 2012

One step backward for 2012...


Hi, it's me again. It has been more than a quarter since I was able to update my blog. And yes, hurrah for that! Exciting ang year na to. Medyo undecided pa pero alam ko this is a year for me to take one step backward. A lot may ask "why?" pero isa lang ang masasagot ko don, not cowardice kundi bwelo.

I have alot of things noted: mga plano ko for this year, next year, at sa mga susunod pa. Oo, nageexpect ako ng napakaraming bagay, regardless sa mga madaming hindrances na pwedeng maging dahilan ng failure ko. Whatever. Alam ko, maraming paraan, at lahat yon ay ready kong itry.

Well, this year for me is just like walking in a seashore. Enjoy lang, maraming makakasalubong,iba't ibang mukha...may mga kakilala mo na, at meron din namang makikilala pa lang at syempre may iba't ibang panahon--may maaraw at maulan pero sabi nga-keribells lang. :)

Family would be of course the primary. I would like to spend more time with them lalo na with my lolo and lola. I love them as much as they love me... Needless to say, sila na ang buhay ko, they keep my comfort. Two months ng vacation nila in Kuwait is so difficult. There were times nga na nasa panaginip ko sila at kasama ko, hirap maghintay pero di ba parang kahapon lang sila umalis? Now, they're here na. Nothing else makes me feel safer and secured than being with them...being those who you know...really cares. Sabi nga, unconditional. :)

Love life? Di ako nagmamadali. Those who want to stay, stay. Those who want to move on, mag.move on. I did a lot of mistakes na rin,enough para sabihing hindi ako deserving para mahalin. Aminado naman ako na pagdating sa usapang love,ako ang top sa pinakamagulo. Magaling mag-advice sa iba pero sa sarili, ewan.haha! Pero sabi nga, masyado pang maaga para don, di naman ako nagmamadali. Mas masaya kung magfofocus muna sa career dahil para sakin, everything would be easy when everything's settled. Masarap kasi yung wala ka nang iniisip...yung pati pamilya mo masasabi mong happy and contented na.

Well, isa din sa mga goal ko eh to get closer kay Papa God. Alam kong medyo naging busy ako last year kaya ngayon, magseset ako ng time for Him alone. Peptalk kay papa God. Pasalamat sa lahat ng blessings even small or BIG.

I promise to spend more time with my families, and friends. Eat outs with my co-workers and colleages. :) Pray more, eat more, and love more...cause there's more to come and more to life. AYt? <3